I have sat in the same grey chair with a slightly defective right arm for the last three years. Everyday I sit and spin out to my left (hence the damage right arm) to and fro where my job leads. This has been simply a "job", a place to earn a paycheck.
In recent days my career path has presented two new opportunities. And for the first time in 3 years I have options.
The struggle...I can't say that I really like either one. Nor does staying put in my grey chair excite me anymore.
What all three options lack is the one thing that makes me feel alive. Like much of the world I live in the tension of provision and passion. The place where we stay put in order to provide. But where we find ourselves currently planted has nothing to do with our passions, callings and giftedness.
As I stand with a small plethora of possibilities, needing to make a choice, I feel that none of the choice equate to choosing me. Really they are just one more station to provide provisions lacking the fulfillment of passion.
Trying to unstuck my life to place myself in position to pursue my passions...
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